It's been 6 years I'm back in Kuching, my home town. And now I'm at this junction of choice which borther me for these years.
haizz.... I have to admit. I'm all my mistake and it's my fault for dragging all the thing untill today. Until now. . . . I really dunno what should i do already.
I really miss those days before I came back to Kuching. I wonder if I stay overseas, would it be better? . . . . .
Why? Why do I always have to make choice . . . . and Why I always make the wrong decision. Ever since my study life until this very moment I always make mistake and false decision. WTF!
Tired! I'm really tired. tired of everything. . . I wish I can let go everything and go to a place where no one recognise me. I don't want to stay here. . . Anymore! Sometime . . . . I believe death is even more better. . . . .
第1:你们彼此都是对方最好的朋友,不带任何条件的,喜欢与对方在一起。
第2:彼此很容易沟通,互相可以很敞开地坦白任何事情,而不必担心被对方怀疑或轻视。
第3:两个人在心灵上有共同的价值观和理念,並且对这些观念有清楚的认只与追求。
第4:你们都认为婚姻是一辈子的事情。而且双方(特別强调“双方”)都坚定地愿意委身在这个长期的婚姻关係中。
第5:当发生衝突或爭执的时候可以一起来解决。而不是等以后才来发作。
第6:相处可以彼此逗趣。常有欢笑。在生活中许多方面都会以幽默相待。
第7:彼此非常瞭解,並且接纳对方,你知道对方瞭解你的优点和缺点,仍然確信你是被他所接纳的。
第8:从认识你,也是你所最信任的人当中,得到支持和肯定。
第9:有时你们会有浪漫的感情,但绝大多数的时候,你们的相处是非常满足而且自在的。
第十:你们有一个非常理性、成熟的交往。你们双方都感受到,在许多不同的层面上,你们是很相配的。