。。～：Antz Fantacy ： 暗示范特西：～。。

It's been 6 years I'm back in Kuching, my home town. And now I'm at this junction of choice which borther me for these years.

haizz.... I have to admit. I'm all my mistake and it's my fault for dragging all the thing untill today. Until now. . . . I really dunno what should i do already.

I really miss those days before I came back to Kuching. I wonder if I stay overseas, would it be better? . . . . .

Why? Why do I always have to make choice . . . . and Why I always make the wrong decision. Ever since my study life until this very moment I always make mistake and false decision. WTF!

Tired! I'm really tired. tired of everything. . . I wish I can let go everything and go to a place where no one recognise me. I don't want to stay here. . . Anymore! Sometime . . . . I believe death is even more better. . . . .